Trixie

I open my eyes, and take in all of the sights
A new town to impress, with all my magic mights

I have to show them all, their affections to gain
Empty inside, my heart to fill, wash away the distain

I just want to show and share all of my gifts
But each and every town that I leave always throws fits

Maybe I am damaged, lacking that special thing?
That which will complete me, and make my heart sing

I act out of turn and come off as boastful
This time will be different, of this I am hopeful

As I watch the crowd gather, they ooh and they ah
I feel weight lifting, my heart starts to thaw

A group starts to speak up, my gifts they do doubt
Do they know my secret, that I don't have the clout

This place is no different, everything has been broken
I run out of town, they call me outspoken

I just wanted friendship, to feel like I'm wanted
My soul crushed now, forever to be haunted

By the ghosts of my failures and my crushing mistakes
It's all over my, I sit and I cry, as my heart it now breaks